My sister came into town and I got to see her and her kids. I miss them all the time.
She has the same brand of ADHD I have to where we're both absolutely shit at calling each other, we'll miss each other, and then also feel hurt that we never hear each other. LOL. I have a lot of awareness of this from my Dad who I was close too and it was one of those things I just had to learn. He loved me, he was just shit at calling me. I had to do the same thing with her. But I also had to come to the realization that I never called her so it was truly 50/50. It's not out of lack of love or anything, it's just that cursed ADHD out of sight out of mind thing. The times I do remember her, is a bad time to call because it's 4:30AM or 11PM. Never fails.
I know she struggles with coming to terms with it, so for her she's stuck on the idea that I love her less than my sister I talk to almost daily. Not true. I love them both equally. Though our other sister is much better than both of us combined at talking so she's managed to become a daily staple for me. It's hard to find the right words to put it so I don't sound like I don't care. I definitely care very much. I'm just terrible at doing things outside my daily norm.
Regardless, I was so very happy to see her. I miss her like crazy.
